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[Tue, August 3rd 2004] |
This isnt Scott.
But Id like to aware you all of his birthday: Saturday, August 7th.
Comment in my journal: Here if youre interested in doing anything either saturday or sunday.
If you guys are interested in a bbq of sorts, let me know. But I cant host it, so if you know someone who can, let me know that too.
xoxoxo.
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| t.w.b.t.l. |
[Fri, July 2nd 2004] |
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actually, this will be my last post and i think brian, andrew and dan hooligan are going to love this the most. yesterday was canada day, obviously, and since everyone is talking about drinking, i'm going to talk about how straight edge i was.
last night i totally remember everything i did. i picked up a new propane tank for the bbq because i was the only one, besides amy, who could drive due to not being somewhat intoxicated (SO STRAIGHT EDGE). after i safely made my way back i totally installed that propane tank and made some awesome veggie dogs and veggie BURGS. the new gourmet line of yves is definately awesome.
I seriously drank so much...3-4 glasses of orange juice and a lot of water. it was awesome when i broke the seal all over that toilet. i was also able to watch an awesome whip cream fight. i did not participate because i had complete control over myself (SO STRAIGHT EDGE). i sat on bryanne while she washed her hair and we did some pretty hawt dancing...obviously i totally knew what i was doing because i was totally sober (SO STRAIGHT EDGE).
i'm typing this now with total coherence because i am so not hung over (SO STRAIGHT EDGE) because i was SO sober last night.
all in all, christine and i had an amazing canada day, amazing 9 month anniversary and fun was had by all. especially me because i am SO STRAIGHT EDGE.
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| i.n.s.f.d. |
[Tue, June 29th 2004] |
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who can give me directions to aaron's basement for the sunday show? email me or post here. THANKS!
as much as this post is lacking ANY insight, this is the last one.
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[Tue, June 29th 2004] |
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i didn't go to the show last night, and i really only have to apologize to outnumbered. i'm sorry bros.
my reason: 11 bucks for 1.5 good bands is too much and it was blake's show. fuck that noise. besides i had to vote.
last night i went and sat with tango while i coughed a lot. for some reason my coughing is acting up AGAIN. i hate it. i feel like a piece of shit. i also feel like whenever i talk, i don't get heard. ho hum.
picnic yesterday was fun. i love you cory. we should definately start a hiking club.
i really hate my job. i'm sick of it here, i wish people would stop talking to me around here because 95% of them are ANNOYING. the guy next to me is basically a cheeseball oozing around and is so arrogant. he has NOTHING going for him and does everything wrong. he just adds to the hatred along with talking to dummies all day.
one more entry and i think i'm going to call this journal quits.
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| t.t.t.b.y. |
[Mon, June 28th 2004] |
soccer was fun yesterday. my legs felt like jello for awhile thereafter because it had been awhile since i ran that much and it wasn't even that much. hopefully next time more than 6 people will show up.
jennyp, how was your potluck? i'm sorry i didn't go. i had other things to deal with...
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[Sun, June 27th 2004] |
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it's a beautiful day...for some soccer. i'll be sporting my old saucony's, it'll be sweet.
i have to be gone by a certain time though. i'm picking christine up at work at 9 pm. so jennyp, i might not be able to go eat food with you; there's something more important that's affecting me that i have to deal with.
damn, what a beautfiul day.
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[Sun, June 27th 2004] |
basically i'm going to bed tonight knowing that the one thing i love so much is slipping through my fingers.
the story of my life.
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| w.t.f.t.d. |
[Sat, June 26th 2004] |
so what do you do when you're a selfish asshole and cannot be forgiven because you're so worthless? i really think death is a good option. but i can't. i can't even be alone for 5 minutes anymore because someone either has to call me or talk to me.
i really don't think there's a problem with wanting to be silent or having nothing to say. when what you say isn't believed what are you left to do?
basically, my life is bullshit. i'm afraid and confused beyond fucking belief. i have no idea what i'll be doing tomorrow, the day after, next week. in one year. leaving is not the right decision as i've discovered, but when there's no way for anyone to get ahold of you it just seems so right. i'm such a nuisance.
marc was right when he discussed the fact that we hurt ourselves. we are our own worst enemies. when ignorance would be bliss and making decisions with high hopes is all that there is, what the fuck is there to do? feeling like nothing you do pleases anyone, or rights any wrongs, or makes anyone happy; there is no hope. i'll get what i deserve and i can only hope for the best...even though i'm sure i've lost.
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[Thu, June 24th 2004] |
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last night was incredible. i felt amazing playing with great bands and i felt amazing knowing we went out after playing such an amazing show.
i believe, as a member of open arms, that that show was one of our tightest shows yet. too bad it was the last one.
thanks to everyone who came out, supported us, bought our stuff that we put so much time, money and effort into. thanks to the bands for playing with us. thanks to those who took the time to come up to us after the show and talk. thanks to .ilubricateyou. for giving us this oppurtunity.
thanks to marc and cory and christine for going to get bubble tea after the show.
thanks to everyone who supported the new and upcoming fox on the run at their first show.
AND LASTLY...
thanks to matt k for not coming out. he would have died. seriously. we would have sacrificed him to the gods of open arms. i heard he has an 'X' shaved into the back of his head??? ha. nothing but love.
to top it all off, tonight i hang out with cory as i drop off all of the equipment at his house and leave it there until "NEWBAND" jams again.
thanks again everyone, this will not be forgotten.
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[Wed, June 23rd 2004] |
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so punishment and blacklisted have cancelled. that's fine. the line up is now:
OPEN ARMS
A DAY AND A DEATHWISH
FOX ON THE RUN
6 bucks i think now too. and doors will most likely be pushed back due to the fact there aren't five bands anymore.
i've never been so nervous or anxious to play a show. never. i'm too excited for this, everyone will love the suprise(s) we have planned AND everyone will love the cds...i hope.
the pins and cds are BEAUTIFUL. 5 bucks for a cd. and the pins are AMAZING. there's 5 designs to choose from. buy em up they honestly won't last long...we don't have many.
love.
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[Tue, June 22nd 2004] |
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last open arms jam tonight.
last open arms show tomorrow.
i really want to make the best of it, i know they'll both be super fun.
i think tomorrow everyone should be prepared for a nice surprise. and good pins and cds.
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| i.t.w.m.e. |
[Fri, June 18th 2004] |
today at work everyone is going home early, there are very few cars in the parking lot. this means people like me who want to stay and work and earn money will be worked to the fucking bone with annoying call after annoying call just to compensate for the selfish.
fuck this place. i hate this fucking job so much but i have to stick with it because i'm not good at anything else and there are no other jobs out there to suit.
i'm tempted to just leave if it gets too busy; the managers here are the dumbest shits in the fucking world.
outnumbered tonight should be REALLY sweet. i really hope i can get there in time to catch them considering i'll only arrive there shortly before 7.
EDIT:
i thought this was pretty awesome.
What kind of disease are you?
scotty: | scotty is caused by Satan.
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scotty infection produces a strange imbalance in the cochlea, causing subject to fall unless walking on hands.
To cure scotty, change your name to 'Snuffleupagus.' | |
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[Wed, June 16th 2004] |
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is it okay to ignore and not respond in anyway to people who annoy you and to people who are dumb and stupid like most of my co-workers? i didn't say hi to about 4-5 of them today and i feel pretty good about it.
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| i.w.t.b.a. |
[Wed, June 16th 2004] |
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nevermind any of the previous posts about the car.
i didn't get approved for financing like i was so sure i would. the car is NOT mine. i called them 2 hours ago telling them that i couldn't find a co-signer AND that i didn't want the 2005 ford focus ZX5 that i was somehow approved for (??).
so that's that.
amy, the grim reaper cd is AWESOME. and i can't help but notice the underlying fact that they are a fucking horrible band, but too bad to not like.
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| i.a.s.f.m. |
[Tue, June 15th 2004] |
You are a Power Metal Warrior. HAIL,
BROTHER. Metal isn't just music to you, it's a
religion to be followed obsessively - and the
temple at which you worship is that of Power
Metal. Power chords, orchestral brilliance,
epic calls to battle - that's what gets your
blood pumping. Power metal is an escape from
the bullshit of daily life, and at a concert,
you can enter that fantasy as you relive the
adventures of your power metal heroes. You're
into other stuff too, but sometimes you just
don't get what people see in endless waves of
monotonous brutality. Some call you a nerd, but
you're more than willing to make them regret
it. Just make sure you have your broadsword and
plate armor...
What Kind of Metalhead Are You?
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| i.b.a.f.c. |
[Mon, June 14th 2004] |
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I BOUGHT IT.
and christine will help pay! i love her.
thanks so so so so much to my dad and brother for coming out and helping me, i really love you guys so much.
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| h.s.l.a.t. |
[Mon, June 14th 2004] |
i put a deposit on this car this morning.
my dad and i are going to check it out tonight, i hope.
marc, happy birthday and i will see you tonight!
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[Fri, June 11th 2004] |
saturday, i have a lot of stuff to do i think.
- get a hair cut
- go to toyota dealership and get some more questions answered
- go see supersize it at bytowne with christine and friends
- and i think christine has 1000000 other things she wants to do
basically, days off are not days off anymore. i have not slept in past 9am for about 3 weeks and MAYBE tomorrow i'll be able to do it. and i might be able to have supper at a normal time too because i won't be waiting for christine to get home from work.
anyone know where i can get a 2nd job, part time? i'm looking for a couple of hours of work in the evening (7pm and after) and/or on the weekends.
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